Nullsphere

Over on Facebook, one of Amara’s posts made me think about the summer I’ve just spent and the conclusions I’ve come to about what’s happened in the last few years in my life.

I had a long talk with Exar last night (all 6 hours of talk, y’know) and I’ve come to a conclusion. I can’t help who I am. I can’t help that I seem to generate a whole lot of chaos when I do certain things (mostly managerial things, tbh) and sometimes, it ends in conflict.

All I can do is hope that when push comes to a shove, my friends find it in themselves to break my fall. And really, answering “Don’t come crying to me” when things go wrong is not what I need. I know I’m trouble.